A BAD DREAM ?

There are a lot of things that's going inside my head . I can never imagine how to enumerate them . I can explain how it feels thinking all about my death and what is in it for me after death .

All I want to think about right now is big dark house . Where I sit in the corner , sitting in a ball form wanting to run away but there is nowhere to go . All the time I just want to scream but there is no voice that comes out . My throat feels none of any organs , Nothing to use to scream , talk or curse . All comes out my mouth is my heavy breathing . Then someone comes in from the door at my left . I stared at him as he comes closer . Noticing that he is wearing all white and he's walking all funny .

"Who is this man ?" I said to myself . 

The man in white started walking towards me , with a dagger in his right hand . The dagger with blood dripping down to his shoe . I wanted to run . But my feet doesn't want to . I wanted to scream but no sound comes out my mouth . " You're wish will now come true . I'll put your life to an end right now .

The man aims his dagger at me to strike me the kiss of my death . 

Rrrrrrring - ring - ring . 

I stand awake from that dream in the dark house . My alarm kept ringing making me realize that I fell asleep earlier while fantasizing my death . 

Awful . I thought I am already blessed that i'm gonna die .

I woke up sadly realizing all of it was just a dream .

I wished it wasn't . 

I wished the dagger stroke me .

I wish I HAD DIED .